On Friday I went to see the movie The Last Kiss I thought it was going to be better. Its just some horny guy and well it just proves that all guys are asses. Yesterday I was pretty much forced to go to some little kids birthday party. I got kind of depressed because of some cousins that were there that I was close to before and they like live in some random town now and one already has a kid. Yeah, I dont know it just made me think that im not getting younger. It was raining really hardcore last night. I got really freaked by a really loud thunder that woke me up. I read the book victoria lent me but yeah It wasnt that great. I left early on Friday from school I felt really sick, I felt like I was going to faint. I also felt horrible last night.  I hope today goes okay. Im going out to eat with Mario, today for his birthday. I need to finish getting ready to go to church.

Erica

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I really want a laptop right now. I'm using my brothers for now and my computer is really slow now so it sucks mostly. The presentation in 1st block was pretty cool. I just choked up on like a few words and its weird because actually never really get nervous in those kinds of things. I've been thinking lately and its really never good well its not bad its just depressing I guess. I had an ugly dream last night and I don't ever want that to happen. I doubt anything I saw from here will make sense to any of you but yeah i'm just going to type away. If you live life with regrets I don't think you can actually live. I mean we learn from things isn't that what life is learning and experiencing things. We don't live forever so think about what you do. And I mean like don't really take things for granted and if you ever did you'll just learn from something to not take things for granted again that what we do, we learn. We aren't perfect. Life is a beautiful thing if you live it to all you can. I would say not to live your life hating someone and getting over things because you don't ever get a second chance in life so why live it hating and wishing the worst for things. I'm having all these thoughts randomly pop in my head for some reason. Like the other day me and mario got in a fight for something really dumb and just really wasn't worth it. It makes me think maybe I wont have another chance to talk to him. Tomorrow isn't promised to us and you just don't know what will be there tomorrow or if you will be here tomorrow. I really don't know what made me think about this and just thoughts come in to my head during the day. It just felt like a mellow day today.Just love and live each day the way you want too don't regret anything and just pretty much love each day.Don't be afraid to do something and care what someone\people think, who cares its you and no one else. It doesn't matter and it doesn't mean giving in to something means you loose. Hold on to things that you should hold on to and let go of what you have to. Hold on to only the good and let go all the bad.And again these were just some thoughts and were NOT meant toward anyone. 

Erica